PAIN
Gut wrenching, heart searing pain. That's what I feel when I think of how much I let you hurt me...
To think that I was instrumental to my death without knowing...
I knew better but, I let you hurt me
I knew better, yet, i gave you my heart.
I knew better and I still chose to trust you.
I stayed, and i stayed and I stayed through it all. I lost myself and I didn't even realize that I was lost.
I lost hope in all that I once stood for.
I lost the will to do anything else because the pain began to feel normal.
"Oh, maybe if I stay a little longer, I'll grow numb" I thought.
No more...
NO MORE!!
No more of the pain and the hurt and the anxiety.
Today and going forward,
I choose love;
I choose light;
I choose peace and most importantly,
I choose NO PAIN
I will find my way back to me, even if it is the last thing that I do. It's a promise.
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Often, the times spent in pain are wasted times. What happened to taking your favourite snack and a very chilled Fanta?
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For the one whom our hearts bond with.
It's a tough decision to walk away especially when we've given all the love we can, when we're empty and dry. For peace, the ideal must be broken